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hmm

[Jun. 10th, 2007|04:11 pm]

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[	music	\|	cold play ...	]

i honestly cant remember the last time i posted. i guess i could look but then that would involve figuring out how to work this new el jay set up which by the way im not down with. i get to my main screen and theres comments from fuckin forever ago from 2 people i have not talked to in over 2 years. meh. hi
bye

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(no subject)	[Jul. 25th, 2006\|01:46 pm]
im the worst friend ever. i work and own a really bad car. stay in a real shity city almost everyday of the week. i make no plans cause i dont want to break plans or have plans broken with me. i feel no need for a cell phone half the time cause i just stopped using it. well it stopped using me. my life needs to revolve around money work and getting shit together. i need to grow up asap.new cars new life new apartment.cant handle the drama anymore or i just dont want to.
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stress free	[Jun. 9th, 2006\|07:09 pm]
i thought it was going to be easy living for a few months for me ...since im back at my moms....not so much.i got a job with my mom at cingular.i make 6.50 till im here for one month then 7.50 + commission. which is a good thing BUT i dont get the commission check for 90 days. so till september i am getting shit for money. i really need a new car..and i am going to be paying for it so dont want to settle for some shit car like ive been doing. then theres my living situation...like always...i cant really be at my moms cause she dosent have enough balls to tell her land lord that i am staying there..so i have to act like im just there all the time..sometimes not even park in the apartment area. it really blows. so yeah...i also have ot pay my cell phone bill and car insurance. which is over priced at the moment cause my mom likes to go over her minutes and ask for my help...its been taking a while for this all to hit me..butttt here it is. im freaked. and when i freak i get shity. so ....to all of you..sorry ahead of time..be ready to really never see me..cause all i can do is work to make myself feel better. money money money. changes everything. its so fucking true. fucktheworld.gimmie a sweet honda del-sol.
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:::::NEWS FLASH ::::::

[Jan. 3rd, 2006|12:06 am]

[	mood	\|	crushed	]
[	music	\|	supervillains	]

i think im depressed....maybe just stressed. life has its tolls...if im distant.... give me abreak.

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(no subject)	[May. 28th, 2005\|05:59 am]
Tonight was great in SO many ways. I went to some random girls house and went swimming at a water park. (might as well have been at least) There were HUGE rocks to climb AND a freakin' water slide. Her spa flowed into the pool, but the spa itself had a moat? maybe type thing around it. Crap I really feel I should become her friend. Thennnn the pool flowed into this other area that was next to a lake. Wonderful view. Everyone was jumping off the highest point of the rocks. I am pretty scared of heights, but at the very end I did it. I got a lot of shit for being in my underwear. Mostly from Geoff. The girls dad owns a couple ABC liquors. Lucky. I also came home and looked through Bens movies and thought I'd watch Star Wars. I never in my life EVER EVER NEVER wanted to see them, but I figured I'd check out the hype. AWESOME. Soo good . I watched Phantom Menace. The pod race was intense. So was the end. well the start of an end. Now I'm in my room and the TV is too damn loud . I might go watch another Star Wars movie. I've found a way to keep myself busy. Sleeping a lot and drinking alone at my apartment watching movies I never wanted to watch before. It's pretty good.
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whoa	[Apr. 23rd, 2005\|03:01 am]
Remember my old screen name BewareTheChrist. wellllll AIM wouldnt let me use it cause it was an AOL name so i had to make a new screen name.. Noww its letting me use it. IM BewareTheChrist from now on.
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i dont htink ive done one of these in over a year.	[Apr. 19th, 2005\|07:36 pm]
i got a job at uno pizza. go me. Known as: Christin + Lives in: Orlando + Birthday: 1/30/86 + Shoe size: 8 + Hair color: red + Eye color: green * section 2 - have you ever... * + Cheated on someone?: unknown + Been Cheated on?: im sure + Fallen off the bed?: + Broken someone¡¦s heart?: no wayyyy + Had a dream come true?: not a good one + Done something you regret?: sure + Cheated on a test?: yes * section 3 - currently * + Wearing: shit + Listening to?: alkaline trios new cd + Located?: orlando + Chatting with?: text messaging charlie + Watching?: Nothing + Should REALLY be doing?: not texting charlie * section 4 - do you... * + Brush your teeth? what a dumb question + Have any piercings? clit45 + Drive?: yeah + Drink? totally + Smoke Cigs?: yes +Smoke Reefer?: not totally * section 5 - the last person you... * + Hugged?: charlie + Kissed?: chuck + IMed?: not talking on AIM + Talked on the phone: mommy + Yelled at?: either charlie or my mom . its about the same all the time * section 6 - personal * + What do you want to be when you grow up?: happy + What has been the best day of your life?:cant really think of one. im sure thers been a fw. but must not too great to be remembered + What comes first in your life?: priorities. (money, knowing i can pay my bills and live on my own) + Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: bf + What are you most scared of?: hurting people and spiders + Did you lose someone you really loved?: yes + How many times have you fallen in love?: dont know .. once? + Love your friends?: what are friends.... ha * section 7 - favorite at the moment* + Movie: Harold and Maude + Store: H&M + Relative: mommy + Sport: videogames + Ice Cream Flavor: strawberry lemon water ice + Fruit: all of them + Candy: + Day of the Week: dose not matter when you arent in highschool. + Color: green + Name for a Girl: bitch + Name for a Boy: dick * section 8 - do you * + Like to give hugs?: yes + Like to give kisses? yes + Like to walk in the rain?: only when i dont care about my hair + Like to travel?:depends + Have a goldfish?: No + Have stuffed animals?: no section 9 - what do you think about... + Suicide: pussy + Smoking: not so good + Eating disorders: better be famous . + Summer: fucking sucks * section 10 - this or that * + Pierced nose or tongue?: nose + MTV or BET?: + 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: ew + Sugar or salt?: salt + Silver or gold?: gold is more money. + Chocolate or flowers: flowers + Color or Black-and-white photos?: color AND bw photos + Stay up late or sleep in?: both + Hot or cold?: cold + Mustard or ketchup?: + Wonder or amazement?: amazement + Mexican or Italian: italian + Candy or Soda?: + Pepsi or Coke?: survey says.... last cigarette: 30 minutes ago last kiss: 4pm last not good cry: yesterday. today. last movie seen: sin city last cuss word uttered: every few seconds i say shit. last beverage drank: water last food consumed: bread last crush: i dont have crushes. last time showered: an hour and a half ago last shoes worn: sandles last cd played:against me last annoyance: my bf last disappointment: ^ last soda drank: no soda last thing written: a letter to charlie. last words spoken: bye last time amused: all last weekend last time wanting to die: lame last time in love: love hurts last time hugged: 4pm I LOVE: being happy I HATE: living with people ha I FEAR: i wont have money to pay bills I HOPE: things work out for me and others the right way I FEEL: depressed I HIDE: my feelings untill i explode I DRIVE: a dumpster. I MISS: a certain person for all the wrong reasons
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(no subject)	[Jan. 12th, 2005\|07:37 am]
i made a new screen name. it is from the simpsons. Sacriliciousness. IM me, cause i dont know how to fix my buddy list on Macs. fuckin wierd.
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tonight....

[Sep. 28th, 2004|01:53 am]

[	mood	\|	calm	]
[	music	\|	Bob	]

making a trip dpwntown was only supposed to be ..

me buying earings and then going home. didnt happen. i ended up at backbooth , seeing a lot of people i dont see often. i miss my old life.. but im growing up i think.. ive finally learned that i have to have a job and go to it no matter what. and now i really know what not having any money is all about ... Ha... ( guess i shouldnt have bought those earings!!) yeah.. any how. Backbooth is lame. i wasnt drunk.. nor was i able to get drunk. people dance silly. everyone should dress and dance like the 50s... that would b e WAY more fun. butttt whatever.... im sure it will happen soon enough. ha... dorks. i think i want to ( NOTTTTT SUREEEE JUST A SMALL IDEA) make my hair blond. Like the girl from that 70s show... she had red hair.. and is now blond and it looks ok on her.. well nice.. otherwise i wouldnt want to do it. but yeah.... if i dont do that then im just doing it brown with highlights. my hair is getting so gay and dark. i need a change.. im so dull feeling. i feel so bland.... my clothes are boring and so is my hair. i wear no makeup anymore... i hate make up really. i just like mascara. ALOT. and lip gloss.. but WHO doesnt.!?!??! soo to go to school to be a vet tech will only cost me books..so 250$? or so.... i looked it up on night.. also i have to have a butttloaddd of hours at hospitals.. BUT since thats my job already.... i might be able to pull working off as my hours . I also found out that the aspca runs in big cities. not here. well not close enough.. and miami sucks. cause i think theres one there... but the main ones are huston , new york, and dertroit..yuck. most random post ive ever done. yeah wel.... someone should tellme what to do to my hair.

dumdumdummmmm

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the other night...	[Sep. 25th, 2004\|08:51 pm]
i called my cats to come to bed .. and they didnt come. :( i miss them more then anything.. i just looked at jamies journal and saw the cute pictures of her and bo. i want to cry. i dont like living at my dads i just want my own place with 347239847928374892734 cats . and a fridge full of cheese cake. o and apple juice. .. . . did i mention 480237487289471987389123 cats? yeah . . . i miss jessica.. and my life. i wish i had more friends in times like these. but i dont.. and that may or may not be my fault. too late now tho
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(no subject)	[Aug. 26th, 2004\|01:52 pm]
hey remember when people told people when they were mad at them. i dont.... do friends really do that.. or do they listen to other people more ? hmm.. maybe im wrong? i dont know </3
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you suck

[Aug. 9th, 2004|12:33 am]

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im sorry jack.

fuck that girl.

cunt.

i have a new love for cops.

hahahaha your a faggot

psilovejessicaandbrittanymorethenanyoneelse.

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(no subject)	[Jun. 19th, 2004\|04:37 am]
its really wierd how people can come in and out of your life so easy. sometimes good .. sometimes bad.. in this case.... im hoping good. <3
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(no subject)	[Jun. 13th, 2004\|03:39 am]
yeah so i told charlie that i didnt care if i had a livejournal or not . cauuuseeeee he is always on those dumb message boards . and they are stupid and start shit. but i really do want my journal. bad thing is .. it was already deleted. so i brought it back. and NOW it looks like poo. if someone wants to help me( and by help i really mean do it FOR ME..maybe?) fix my journal again.. i would say thank you .... a lot. thanks. <3 jenni ... add me back ....speedy. my journal is deleted for 4 hours and im already deleted. ha
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|12:12 am]

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charlie is here..

things are perfect.
went to some party last night... got realll pisssed.... saw some stupid kidss.... uhhhh was an asshole to a few people that i guess i shouldnt have been to ... annnndddddd thats it.

<3

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(no subject)	[Feb. 17th, 2004\|11:48 pm]
It's been a hellish fight To not think about you all the time Sitting around waiting for your call I wanna wake up.....
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